helllooooo! alright so, honestly, this is just something to cover my ass and let everyone know what kind of state i'm in. i've been highly unmotivated the last few days and i've been trying to do posts but it just hasn't been working. you'll all see me around the cbox, i'm on the site all the time, but just writing has been really hard and i can't seem to come up with muse enough to do it right now. i'm hoping this really terrible mood doesn't last too long. typically i power right through it and do posts anyway, but i stared at the 3 sentences i had all day yesterday starting at like 3pm and i still haven't written more and its 6am so, suffice it to say, something is wrong in my brain atm. like i said, you'll see me doing staff stuff and see me in the cbox, but i'm gonna need some time to get out of whatever is bothering me before i can write!